My grandson, James asked me, “What would
your life be like if you didn’t have the gospel”. I have pondered on that question a lot as I
go forward and teach the gospel. I feel
like I would be a ship without a rudder.
Going in circles and not really knowing which direction to go. Knowing something was missing, but unsure
what it was. Looking but not finding
that thing that I felt was not there or missing in my life.
Missionary work is a little different than
what I was expecting. The gospel is such
a part of our lives, and we want to share it so much, we know what a difference
it would make in their lives. But they
have their agency and can choose to accept it or not. Our responsibility is to make sure they have
enough knowledge to make that decision.
People are looking for the truth and
because they are looking, many other people have told them things that they
have taken as truths. Many times we have
to teach them what they thought as a truth is just the philosophies of
men. People don’t like change, so
sometimes it is hard for them to put aside what they have been taught, maybe
all of their lives, to something that may seem a little foreign to them. I really see the concept of line upon line
and precept upon precept.
We have been very busy, I go to bed at
night wonder where did the day go. We
have less actives that we are fellowshipping, we have people who are just
looking at our church, and we have those that we are teaching the lessons
to. It is fun to visit with people and
try to bring the spirit with you, so that they can feel and remember how the
spirit feels. We have got several people
to come back to church. Our concern is
that they have not been given a calling and so now some of them are getting
more sporadic in their church attendance.
I didn’t think we would be teaching the concept to shadow
leadership. I don’t think they have
heard the phrase, “when the Lord calls, the Lord qualifies”. They just assume they can’t do it. And the people think that they can’t do it,
so they don’t try, because maybe they tried and it wasn’t perfect, or it was a
struggle, so everyone just let them give up.
We do have the concern for our Spanish
speaking members. They do try to speak
English, it is the older sisters, but they struggle. So how do you give a calling to work in the
Primary to a sister who doesn’t speak English to children who do not speak Spanish? Or to teach in Relief Society to sisters who
do not speak Spanish? She could shadow
another teacher or work in Family History with another sister, so she could
help the Spanish speaking, but again that is a concept that our little branch won’t
embrace.
On a more positive note, it is fun to teach
the gospel to those that you see the light come on in their eyes. They remember! We are teaching a sister who joined the
church very recently and we are getting her ready for the temple. We taught her how to use the scripture
footnotes to find additional scriptures.
She did not know that when she goes to the temple she would get to wear
sacred garments. Everything we talk
about, she grasps ahold and accepts it straight way. She is trying to get her sons interested in
the gospel and if we follow the spirit, I think it might happen? That is so rewarding, nothing takes its place
and you can’t explain it.
Last night we visited a lady with 3
children. When we came the children came
running and gave us hugs. It made it
seem like we were home, getting hugs from our grandchildren.
So today is Tuesday and we go to visit a
sister that struggles. She lives in an
apartment building, with no electricity.
She has to have someone bring her water in gallon jugs because she
cannot get it herself, or she collects the rain that fails on her little
porch. I wish I had a magic wand and
could make her life better, but it comes down to choices. We have grown to love her, she is a sweet
daughter of God. She is articulate and educated.
Last night we taught a young man who just
turned 12, about the Aaronic Priesthood.
He acted so positive. We hope
that his mother can get him to church so that he can receive the
priesthood. They have no car and to get
to church they have to take a taxi or a safari.
She doesn’t work, so money is really tight. Our mission rule is we cannot take them to
church, but we can take them home. So
that is what we tell them.
I must close, it is a very busy day!!!